"I love the complexity of ur simplicity"

“Adam my hands are cold”

*Puts her hands in my pockets* “Thanks” Now we gotta figure out how to move xDD

…Always been you…

Me:  i’ll prob end up going back doing what im best at doing

Her: What is that…

Me: Nothing at all..

Her: Why is that?

Me: Because ive pushed away the only thing that could ever possibly fix me…

Her: Who?

Me: Its always been you…

Reflection of the lighted sky

To understand my motive…you must comprehend my sky…I opened my
heart…my chambers…And both eyes…to a note of remembrance…of
that day…as the dawn of darkness slipped away…

I saw the light reflecting through ur eyes…Drowning in my sorrow…to
realize…that you werent the one who turned away…you didnt need
to say sorry today…

It was me…

The accent is adorable simply adorable xD

You sad=me being sad, You happy=me being happy

People have emotions for reasons you know…you cant just roll it off your shoulder like its nothing when you tell somebody something… and then not have some type of answer to a question of an emotion that you are currently experiencing…thats like stabbing somebody and saying “Hey whats going on guys, I’m just standing here doing nothing”

You’d like to think your not worth a reason but your worth more than all the reasons to be up late…which 2 am for me is not late when its 3 am ur time

crystalbby:

Nope. Not night.

I’m staying up with u via text till you tell me things

crystalbby:

My eyes hurt. I miss you.

I wish that was to me >_<

Shifted the lyrics as usual but ya xD…this song makes me cry rawr for some reason

I dreamed I was missing
And you were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause only you cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What is she doing
When did I get here?

So if you’re asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes
Even if I’ve done wrong
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

I know you wont resent me
And I feel somewhat empty
Keep me in your memory
I love you all the best, loved u all the best

Don’t be afraid
I’ve taken my beating
I’ve shed but I’m me

I’m strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I’ll never be perfect
No not like you

Maybe im a tad emotional xD

To slowly kind of remember the last sort of 2 years of your life is really really odd and happy and depressing…I mean here is this girl Crystal which I know in the back of my mind that I know very well…cause their are certain things about her that I just seem to sense and she told me I saw her and things didnt work out because she wasnt ready and whatnot but I have to say that I still remember the things we’ve been through….the times we’ve cried and laughed and I know ive sang to you and wrote u poems like 50+ some poems atleast which may or may not amount to anything at all but I honestly dont care cause they meant something when I wrote them…

Perhaps im different than I was before I got amnesia or what the hellever its called but honestly wtfever happened that I dont remember shouldnt honestly matter in the end…there are some things that the mind cannot burn as an image or keep inside…but theres nothing that the heart cant hold onto and grasp forever…even if there might be even the slightest bit of hope to a single person…it can be their everything in the world of aspects to the person whose looking into you or at you…

I might be walking blindly into something that to me seems so new but ive never been so ready to face it head on… I will do absolutely anything and everything for you…just to see that smile… I wouldnt care if u wanted to fall off the face of the earth together with me or wanted to wave hello from the tip top of the moon…or sit against the burning stars and laugh at the ppl who laugh at us and then forgive them because they dont know what its like…float into nothingness drifting together timelessly…endlessly about space knowing that theres just a u and just a me and theres no world to push ur beauty…no ppl to push ur buttons…nobody to say hey your doing this wrong…hey what if this and what if that… and maybe just maybe im the dumbest retarded piece of crap to ever have walked thee earth but this worthless person that might not be worth anything to humanity is gonna protect you…run away if u wanna run away…hide if u wanna hide from me…cry if u wanna cry…i’ll wait at the edge of the earth for u to come back…and not because I know u will or say u have to…but because I know you feel the way I feel in a sense to where we need each other…

Anyways I doubt anyone is gonna take the time to really read all this but its mainly for you Crystal…just a tad of emotion I feel inside about u and about me…us whatnot

Back home from surgery and I still feel like crap but im doing better

I still dont remember crap which is sad and upsetting honestly but eh I’ll live to deal with it >_<

I got internet back and I told you id sing to you but I dont have music yet and this is only part of the song

i’ll chase you like water flows…Down on a window pane…Cause maybe I dont see and know…all of the little things…

That flowed me straight to you…and brought your love to me… I will turn the world upside down.. and see through our destiny…

I’ll chase you like river flows…Down on an icy plane..Cause maybe Im lost to see…all of the major things…

Im sure that you would know… just what I see inside…all of the drastic lost…that I try to hide…

I cry to live and push away…what I feel to love to say…Dont ever go away…Cause im loving you anyway…

I’ll chase you like water flows…Down on a riverplane…Cause im trying to figure out…what im trying to say…what im trying to know and what I feel inside…I want your tears to flow…right down to my side

For her

When I sleep I dream about you every night I wish to wish to wish I wish to hold you tight Its like a daily single thing I really do I pray at night and wish to wish that i’m with you I sing new lyrics to the lyrics of the song To make you realize that I loved you all along Like a fire…like the water…you light my day You are the wind that whistles by and tells me hey I really love you so dont go far and just stay near Cause baby girl I love when u whisper in my ear To live without you..I wont doubt you…I wont say… I love you to another girl cause ur my babe Id travel city to next city by bus or plane To see that smile once a while to ease my pain Cause were more than meets the eyes thats just us two Dont worry love cause i’m devoted just to you So make me proud and sing outloud to bravely say Id marry you and yes I do think its okay I’ll buy you things with what I have but little I do Its not the money cause baby hunny I have you